Month: June 2017

Blown Witness

Blown Witness

As follower of Christ I can’t tell you how many times I’ve done things that don’t model the faith in Christ I profess.  Everything from road rage to being an over protective parent; from being competitive to a fault to having a lack of patience; all have left me exposed on more than a few occasions over the years.  And it never seems to fail when I have a moment I’m not proud of or say something I wish I could take back, there always seem to be a pointing finger waiting wings.  It is like they come out of thin air or pop up like a jack in the box to either remind me of my witness or label me as a fraud and neither is ever a pleasant experience to say the least.

I can say that I’ve heard the proverbial “I told you so” more times than I care to remember and one of the more recent episodes happened during a touch rugby game we expected to win.  Our team hadn’t lost all year so when we found ourselves in the championship game, there was no doubt in our minds as to who would win but rather how much we would win by.  As always is the case though, it wasn’t long before we realized things weren’t going to go according to plan and I was transformed into someone unrecognizable, even to myself.

With the game hanging on the edge of a knife everyone’s level of play stepped up.  Touches became shoves; comments turned into screams and there I was, the biggest mouth of them all, right in the middle of it.  Colorful language is how it is always described but reality is there was nothing colorful about it and when the game was over we did lose but that wasn’t what was on my mind.  What was on my mind was the fact that my son had been present for our first game and that I was so thankful he had been taken home early.  I was relieved that nobody in my family was there to witness my failure. But that sense of relief abandon me by the time I had reached the parking lot to head for home.

As is the case with most league sports, when the game is over there are always those who hang behind to conversate.  As I made my way to the parking lot I found myself talking to an old friend who immediately pointed out my actions in light of my ministry and that I wouldn’t want to blow it.  With that already on my mind, I immediately felt the shame and acknowledged my wrong.  It wasn’t the first time I’ve blown it and sadly for me, probably wouldn’t be the last.

To my friend’s credit, not knowing if he is a Christian or not, he was far more gracious in his reminder than I deserved and that has me reflective at this moment.  To encourage Timothy in regards to those claiming to be something they are not Paul states the following in 1 Timothy 1 v 3 – 7:

“As I urged you when I went into Macedonia, stay there in Ephesus so that you may command certain people not to teach false doctrines any longer or to devote themselves to myths and endless genealogies.  Such things promote controversial speculations rather than advancing God’s work—which is by faith.  The goal of this command is love, which comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith.  Some have departed from these and have turned to meaningless talk.  They want to be teachers of the law, but they do not know what they are talking about or what they so confidently affirm.” 

In reading the above, I confess my brokenness.  What me hits the hardest is the fact that our, or in this case my, words and actions affect the advancement of God’s work through me.  More than that is my being able to relate to the parting from faith and love only to turn to meaningless talk.  Even more than that, professing to be a minster only to look like a fool.  I humbly repent and pray that my actions never reflect my heart before the eyes of my Father in Heaven.  That the promise found in the shed blood of our Savior would lift my head to proclaim that which was said in Psalms 3 v 3:

“But You, O LORD, are a shield about me, My glory, and the One who lifts my head.” 

Oh Lord that you would lift my head, my heart and then my eyes to you.

As you have read this maybe you can relate.  Maybe your heart is heavy, in need of repentance.  Maybe you’re broken at the thought of what you have done; the times you’ve blown it.  Let me encourage you by saying that Christ’s journey to the cross was to for this very reason.  Jesus helps me understand this in stating the following to the people in John 15 v 24:

“If I had not done among them the works that no one else did, they would not be guilty of sin;” 

In doing what only God could do we are found guilty and are broken.  But, for the repentant believer this can be the very place one needs to be as Jesus did say the following in Matthew 21 v 44:

“He who falls on this stone will be broken to pieces, but he on whom it falls will be crushed.” 

What kind of stone is this Jesus?  Jesus gives the answer in Matthew 21 v 42 when quoting Psalm 118 v 22: 

“Jesus said to them, “Have you never read in the Scriptures: ‘The stone the builders rejected has become the cornerstone. This is from the Lord, and it is marvelous in our eyes’?” 

And what is a cornerstone you say?  It happens to be the stone that all things depend on or are based.  When it comes our brokenness, in Christ our lives are rebuilt with him as the foundation, enabling us to stand.

As I close, I’m reminded of the great Old Testament king, King David.  Known as a man of great faith, courage and resolve; David was also known for his great failings.  In learning about his life what has always amazed me most has been his response when faced with his sin.  Proverbs 28 v 13 speaks of the person who conceals his sin.  That was not David and the result was an outpouring of grace and compassion that increased his faith, producing a desire to not just serve but honor the one true God who made it possible for him to do so.  I pray this for us; when we are outwardly a mess and by our own hand, that our repentant contrite hearts would be covered by Jesus and pleasing to the eyes of our Father in Heaven so we can worship in spirit and truth.

God Bless – Sean Bosse

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Enough Talk

Enough Talk

Precursor – I have many write created before I started this blog.  Below is one of them I pray encourages.

Growing up in the 80’s I can say that some of my heroes were the likes of Sylvester Stallone, Chuck Norris and, to a much lesser extent, Van Damme. There movies were always  watched with a few friends and it was never long before the coffee table was moved to the corner and the furniture rearranged, creating our own make shift octagon.

Life always seemed to imitate art in those days with the only difference being that the injuries were real. My record was often 1 – 0 when sparing with my friend but almost always dropped to 1 – 1 when his little brother got involved.   Mike was always willing to go farther than I was, resulting in many a painful loss and lesson for me.  Things didn’t change in my early twenties either.  Flying over a couch or pool table seemed to be common place when getting together with buddies from the rugby team.  I can still hear my wife as well as a few of the girlfriends yelling something to the effect of, “Your twenty something years old” or “What the heck is wrong with you guys”.  I guess you’re never too old to test yourself or learn a lesson the hard way.

Fast forward and MMA(Mixed Martial Arts) is something that I’m very much a fan of today and as a Christian, I probably shouldn’t say that as I wouldn’t want to be known for advocating violence. Avoiding a debate on the subject, I will say I certainly respect a person who dedicates their life to a discipline or skillset and also has the desire to test their development and progress.  Like boxing, MMA in its purest form is about just that, putting your training to the test to see where you stand.  Training and promotion always dominate the months leading up to a fight, with a whole host of variables threatening to derail it.

As one would expect, the environment does create for its own set of interesting characters. It really has become a world of heroes and villains; resulting in the lead up to a fight being just as much, if not more entertaining than the fight itself.  I marvel at the prefight investment made when compared to the length of the fights themselves.  A recent example of this was the Aldo – McGregor fight.  A fight that was over a year in the making due to an injury to Aldo during training.  Needless to say, a solid year of back and forth smack talk and fight promotion, lead this to be the most anticipated fight of 2015.  All the talk was of this fight being a war, but to everyone’s shock and amazement it was over in 16 seconds, with McGregor coming out the victor.

With all that goes into preparing for a fight, one can only imagine the feeling of victory mixed with the relief of knowing the hard work was not in vain. Even more than that, one can only imaging the heartache that accompanies a loss.  The critics can be ruthless for those not able to walk the talk, especially when much talk has been made.  A sharp critique Jesus made of the religious leaders when questioned as too why he didn’t follow the traditions of Jews of his day; a warning we would do well to heed in our present day.  In his response he states the following in Mark 7 v 6 – 10:

He replied, “Isaiah was right when he prophesied about you hypocrites; as it is written:

“‘These people honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. They worship me in vain; their teachings are merely human rules.’ You have let go of the commands of God and are holding on to human traditions.” And he continued, “You have a fine way of setting aside the commands of God in order to observe your own traditions!

A more graphic example of the above can be found in Paul’s letter to the Galatians regarding those professing that circumcision was still a requirement for salvation. Galatians 5 v 11 – 12 reads:

Brothers and sisters, if I am still preaching circumcision, why am I still being persecuted? In that case the offense of the cross has been abolished. As for those agitators, I wish they would go the whole way and emasculate themselves!

God’s distain for those providing lip service; those with of a double mind; neither hot, nor cold; those whose actions don’t match their words can be found all through scripture. With God, it is never about the sacrifice; it is and has always been about the heart.  God reveals his heart to us and for us in Jesus.  For us Christians, it should always be understood that it is never about what we do as believers and followers of Jesus, but the state of the heart from which we do it.  A sentiment echoed to those in the letter written to the Romans.  Romans 2 v 28 – 29 states:

A person is not a Jew who is one only outwardly, nor is circumcision merely outward and physical. No, a person is a Jew who is one inwardly; and circumcision is circumcision of the heart, by the Spirit, not by the written code. Such a person’s praise is not from other people, but from God.

With New Year’s now upon us, many resolutions will be made as to what we will do or change in the coming year. With the state of the world domestically and globally, I state mine while recommending a noble resolution to the reader.  For the year 2016, my resolution is to love better.  As a Christian it is the characteristic that should identify us the most; not just in present day society but also with regards to our relationship with our Father in Heaven, as outlined in 1st John 4 & 5.  More than that, in the gospel of John love is issued as a command by Jesus when engaging those around us; a command not selective in its deployment or audience.  1 Corinthians 13 v 1 – 3 states the following in regards to the value of actions without love:

If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.  If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing.  If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing.

What lasting value is anything we do if our hearts are not right? Love lasts!  I say it again, our love is what lasts.  Of all the things we could do our change in the coming year; being resolute in our love for Jesus and from there, our neighbor, I cannot think of a better motive or position to move from that would glorify our God in Heaven while at the same time impacting the world around us as our light shines before men, through more than just words.

In conclusion, a quote from theologian Jonathan Edwards (1703 – 1758),”The only mark of genuine spiritual maturity and ministry effectiveness is the outworking of agape – a self-giving love for God and others”.

God Bless – Sean Bosse